The last couple of weeks

Last couple of weeks HAVE been a little off.

Today feels better.
Took a shower.
Am not going to go for a hike after all - sometimes I push myself too hard.

I had a lot of communication with Jim and I think I'm more clear on things I felt weren't very strongly expressed, or more so - that I may have been overlooking.

I am not sure what is triggering any kind of hyper-sensitivity or major melt down moments, but I know it's been hit twice in the last week and it did cause me to re-evaluate. I guess there is NOTHING wrong with re-evaluating.

I just want to make sure I'm in a place that is going to sustain emotional fulfillment for me. And I feel like I'm doing better with making things clear and so is Jim.

I have trouble being 100% verbal - so I feel like we met a good middle ground last night. I think things are headed the right direction and I just needed to finish releasing some pent-up, internalized crap that I had let build up.

I try not to let things build - but there it is. I'm only as perfect as all humans are - and that is NOT perfect.
I feel better now and I'll be trying to plan something today to follow-up on the stress with more positive.

-Angela